So... this is... cool...

I just got to thinking about something interesting... a while back there was a whole bunch of people on facebook who were getting their accounts hacked. Luckily, I have not had the misfortune to have that happen to me... on facebook or on blogspot. I realize this is because of my password choices. It doesn't have to be long, it doesn't have to be a bunch of random numbers and symbols... it just has to be unique... something that either describes or defines YOU personally... or something that only YOU can connect to. Something that limited people know of, like your favorite fan fiction character or someone else's username for something. Something you think nobody else would think of. For example a forgotten character in a book or movie that no one really thinks about or pays attention to... or something. Or a phrase that you say all the time that no one else really thinks of. Something that is unique and characteristic of your own personal self...

 

This is an example of why you don't see any fake public displays of sexual exploits on my blog or on my facebook. Like i know when one of my friends, we'll call her AlleyCatWiz cos if i remember right, that's her aim name, her facebook got hacked and whoever hacked her account wrote on her status "is loving her new thong". One of my adult friends who lives in Whales (long story for another day) her account got hacked and her status read "really loves anal and really should be doing more". (if you don't know what "Anal" is... look it up on urbandictionary.com because its too vulgar to write the definition here...).

 

so anyways... yeah and isn't this nifty. i sent this from my home email address. woot woot! ha ha. well that's all the updates for now... catchya later!!

 

-xx-

I am your fate...

so i'm sitting here and i wanna write something, but i can't.... i can't think of anything all that good to say. It seems every time I go back to school, I find out something else about somebody else that agitates me. Like today, I found out something slightly disturbing about one of my friends (not disturbing in a nasty or gross way, just disturbing in that it upset me). Its one of those things that's just not done... -le sigh- i kind of got blew up when i first heard this... my initial reaction was that is was a lie, but i asked my friend about it at lunch today. I gave her a look and she didn't say whether or not the accusations were accurate, but I'm sure she would have denied such claims if it weren't true right? It kind of made me mad, but more than anything it just really bugged me. I'm not actually angry, just... upset i guess... i dunno. its complicated. why? why does everything have to be so stinking complicated all the freaking time?! all the drama drives me absolutely crazy! why can't we all just be sensible people? oh right....

and now i'm listening to my parents discuss the idiocies of the middle school football coach... oi.

i actually got sick to my stomach that i was so angry at lunch today i got sick to my stomach, so intensely that I felt like I was about to throw up. that was kind of scary. by the end of the day i had a heachache because i was thinking too hard about everything again. All my friends... my boyfriend... my parents... my demonic little brother... my education... church... it's all so very difficult to keep a balance of things.

Speaking of church... i give up. The youth band will do just fine without me... i'm not saying i'm quitting but i'm taking a break, exploring other churches... that won't be hard since like every one of my friends go to different churches... who knows, i may just find that i belong better at some other church... come to think of it, I'm doing just what John Wannamaker, the previous guitarist did... hm..... that's a thought provoking notion.

My story's just like yours, only one chapter behind...

Well anyways... I don't really know what the title of this post was about... i thought it was cool and it reminded me of Twilight and Edward Cullen. (Hence the background) :] but yeah... i guess that's it for now... peace.